About me:

I want to share a lot of my thoughts and opinions about life, but my perspective is rather classically liberal, fair, and balanced. I am staunchly anti-authoritarian. I favor social democracy. My ancestors fought in the American Revolution.

I'm celtic (scottish, welsh, briton, irish), norman viking (per my sername), anglo-saxen, pennslyvannia-dutch/germanic, Niitsitapi ("blackfoot indian"), and Cherokee. I'm extremely proud of my roots. I love to embrace the fairytales of my ancestors.

I used to hate myself and I was bullied a lot growing up, especially for my sickly pale skin and hairloss loll, but I have came to love who I am, and not really think about it much.

I lost my hair in 2016 after being criminally abused and violated, and poltically stressed out, while grieving for the loss of my gramma. I have alopecia. That was not the first time my hair fell out. My hair also fell out at age 3 after a sibling almost died. I think my hairloss is stress-related. I cannot afford the medication (Xeljanz) that grows it back.

I am extremely grateful for the privilidges I have experienced, living as an American, with the right to free speech, right to bare arms/defend oneself, the right to dress how I want and express myself freely, the right ot be bisexual, and the joy of being able to walk into a grocery store and have the shelves actually be stocked up.

Living in Florida, I have encountered a lot of refugees from all around the world, and I take their stories seriously. That is part of the reason why I am such a defender of liberty in my country. In a way, I'm like, I'm about conserving orderly liberty. My political stance is like if the American dream had a personality. Gay rights, free speech, RELIGIOUS FREEDOM, family planning freedom, religious freedom, etc. etc.

My country is not without flaws. Price gouging in the medical industry is rampant. Police brutality has been a huge issue. Even I was once beaten up by cops for merely walking too slow to the ambulence when I was a patient. I very much connected with the BLM movement... Black lives matter because all lives do, and some racist people and institutions seemed to have forgotten that before. I think since the protests, it seems like many cops have improved behavior, but I really don't know. I walk this world as a white gender-nonconforming female and the world treats me a certain way because of that sometimes, and so my perspective has blindspots obviously, as we all have. Racist systematic oppression has been prevelant in multiple ways. My European ancestors fled Europe in the 1600s as refugees fleeing the tyrannical churchstates at the time, and they mixed with the American locals. My great great grandmother had to lie on her paperwork and say she wasn't native, but white instead, to avoid persecution because it used to be legal to kill natives back then. The mistreatment of multiple races and ethnic groups is disgusting, and must be stopped. Racism is wrong. Being racist against any race is wrong.

American history is dark and painful, but we can learn from it as to never make the same mistakes again, right our wrongs, and move forward.

I originally was not going to share this information about myself, but it scares me how some politicans and extremists want to overthrow our government despite our beautiful, glorious bill of rights, outlining the basic human rights that we enjoy, that other people around the world fight for and die for. Anarchy would surely induce chaos and SA... It seems like we need order, in order to prevent evil crime, because without order... It would be hell, lol. Anyway. I am aware of my privilidges, and I am no longer ashamed, but I am grateful for them, and I want everybody around the world to enjoy life... Politics is very interesting to me, but I am going to try not to oversaturate my website with my opinions because I do not want to alienate people who might disagree with me. If we disagree, that's okay - I will still be your friend, and I will meet you where you're at, but I hope I can influence you to agree with me for goodness sake ;D Peace and love.

P.S. everybody should get solar panels!

P.S. P.S. i have bipolar 1 and ptsd, but i'm medicated so I'm stable. if i ever crash out though, there's your explanation, but it's triggered by situational events, like if somebody got me done fucked up. if you see marks on my skin, pretend you didnt. its 95 degrees farenheit outside (hot as balls) and i shouldnt have to cover up head to toe.

P.S. again. Btw i identify as a gender-nonconforming female. i used to say i was genderfluid but because I feel like people don't understand that framework, now i just say I'm a tomboy now. Keep it simple. Oldskool. I work in male dominated feilds and like to be the breadwinner and treat my partner like my wife/pookiebutt regardless of gender lol i guess. i used to be poly but im in a long-term monogamous relationship now for like 5 years minus some off/on moments in the beginning, and my partner keeps me happy and stable. im kind of scared to be alone because a man threatened to r me in my sleep so i live in fear! i wish i was born a man. some of my earliest thoughts as a little girl were "i feel like a man on the inside", but now I don't know how much of that feeling came from the shape of my soul, and how much was resistence to female-based oppression. i feared being forcibly impregnated like mary who gave birth to jesus, as a child. pregnancy is the ultimate body horror. birth can rip you to shreds and make you die. i wish people respected mothers more and i wish people respected women more and i wish people respected all people who were born female more. and by respect, i mean, please, respect our bodily autonomy. nobody should be forced to do that (birth)! its cruel! ever since i was like 5 years old i always wished i was a boy, and i hated my girlhood, but im trying to embrace my girlhood and learn to stop hating it. when a girl starts to like the color pink again, she's healing lol. pink is a "girl" color, they'd say, and girls were "weakness" and "inferior" they'd say. But no. I might have been born a girl, but I can code, I can lift, I can work. I am smart. I am talented. I am funny. I am capable.
I just bleed more.

i'll dropkick a hater